constant vigilance
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splitbricks:

wow ok the drop’s farther than i thought

fucking attention whoring cunts piss me off.

Are you fucking kidding me

Was that actually necessary though

For the record she’s in the…

clearly you have never suffered from depression, and i dearly hope you do not personally know anyone who does if this is the callousness you display towards mental illness

depression destroys you; it is a parasite. it leaves you a hollow shell of a person. i’m sure there are worse things than depression, but when it is eating away at your brain, your ability to function, your ability to even pretend that you are still a normal human being, you are going to think there is no way out.

i would not wish depression upon anyone, not even you.

i hope that the OP is okay and that someone has found her and gotten her the help that she needs. 

you motherfucking bitchass shitting cuntsucking TWAT.

you have no FUCKIGN IDEA what I go through on a dailY FUCKING BASIS

I have had clinical depression, ocd, social anxiety, and psychosis since I WAS THREE MOTHERFUCKING YEARS OLD YOU IGNORANT, SELF-RIGHTEOUS, LIMPDICKED SHITFUCKING COCKSUCKING IDIOT.

you think I don’t KNOW what fucking depression is like?

i have done fucking NOTHING with my fucking shiteating cuntshitting fucking goddamn life EVER because i have been hospilized, medicated, physically and emotionally abused in such brutal ways that this “suicidally depressed” could ever even fucking DREAM OF IN HER SHITTY EXISTANCE.

it doesn’t fucking end there, don’t it does ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING YOU SHITTING CUNTSUCKING MOTHERFUCKER?

do you know what it’s like to wake up in the morning and be in the wrong body? NO not JUST the worng fucking body in that you’re TOO FAT or your nose is too big, no, do you know what it’s like to wake up every fucking godforsaken twatlicking cuntfucking morning to have what’s in your pants not align with what’s in your brain?

it’s fucking miserable, and you and this fucking cunt of an attention whore will NEVER be able to understand what it’s like.

and that every single fucking waking SECOND of your misery, you are remdined CONSTANTLY of how you have no friends, no fucking life, the only person that has any shred of caring for you is over 7,000 miles away, and all these things and more around you fUCKING prevent from doing JACK FUCKIGN SHIT at fucking ALL. you are reminded of this by family, therapists, doctors, and the voices in your fucking head that don’t even fucking exist.

and you know what keeps me from fucking killing myself?

NOTHING.

FUCKING.,

NOTHING.

it’s a fucking STUPID thing to do and the ONLY reason to do it is for the stupidest fucking pettiest reasons on the cocksucking dickwiping UNIVERSE.

SO SHUT THE MOTHERFUCKING CUNTHEADED TWATLICKING ASS-SHITTING FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING FUCK UP YOU GODFORSAKEN ASSTWAT.

DO ME A FUCKING FAVOR AND PLEASE BE THE NEXT PERSON TO OFF YOURSELF, HOW ABOUT THAT?

YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.

JESUS ASS FUCKING CHRIST HOW MOTHERFUCKING STUPID CAN YOU FUCKING BE YOU FUCKING IECE OF CUNTMUNCHING SHIT.

wow
uh

your blog title certainly does not lie… that’s a lot of vitriol there, buddy. also, i am trans, so yes, i do know what it’s like to ‘not be in the right body’…

anyway, i would take a step back because i don’t think i have ever read a post with that much anger. there is so much pure hatred here that i actually can’t tell if you are being serious or just playing things up.

regardless of the problems you might have, nothing excuses telling someone to “off themselves” (wow), calling someone… all of those creative slurs you have called me in this post… or what you said to the girl in question who, thankfully, is okay for now. i hope she doesn’t have to log on and read this post because it’s genuinely one of those most hateful things i’ve read in a while

i’m sorry you have to go through what you say you’re going through, but that doesn’t excuse your behaviour. also, why are you assuming that neither me nor the op have any problems of our own other than depression? isn’t that just as bad as someone assuming you don’t have problems?

for your sake and the sake of others i hope you take a step back from tumblr right now, refrain from making any other horrifically abusive posts like this, and get some help. you sound like you both need and deserve it…

8 months ago // abuse - but wow - it's a good thing i'm feeling quite level headed right now - like i don't usually post trigger warnings - trigger warning - slurs - splitbricks + 47

the more i develop demetrius, the more of a dreadful human being he becomes

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1 year ago // characters - dmitri - othello - trigger warning? - abuse - + 1